Just as a way of introduction:
a. How long have you been crossdressing.
I remember first dressing when I was very young maybe 8 or 9. I was very heavy into cross-dressing in my teen years and early twenties. When I met my wife I had a long break and figured I was over it all. But then it came back after 10 years or so, I used to feel so guilty. Now days I just accept it and dress-up when I can.
b. Does your partner or friends know you crossdress?
Hell no. From experiential questions I am well aware that my wife be extremely negative. As for friends, living in a rural town … well no!
c. Do you go out dressed in female clothes.
I do but not where I live and not as often as I would like.
d. What is your favourite form of dressing up?
I have a nice (hidden) wardrobe, a number of dresses, skirts, blouses, bras, panties, stockings and high heels. I also have make-up and jewellery.
e. Have you ever worn a wedding dress?
No and have no desire to either.
f. Would you dress full time if you could?
No. I like to be either. My dream is take a holiday (vacation for US friends) and be femme for a couple of weeks – just to see how it feels.
g. Do you see yourself more femme than masculine?
I sort of switch – when I am Emily I am definitely femme – I feel and act like a female. But I have found when in boy mode, although masculine most of the time, I fall back to thinking femme when I have to be empathetic or show what is considered as girly feelings.
h. Are you heteorsexual/bisexual/homosexual?
Well considering as Emily I have had male lovers and I am going to say bisexual – and always I am the female never the male if you know what I mean.